I am not suicidal, but I think the only reason for that is my mom. she has lost 2 kids already, and I wasn't supposed to live to be 2yrs old. Her life has been nothing but stress, worry, and medical crisis. She is what keeps me here.
But that being said, I feel living is pointless for me. I'm not going to accomplish any of the things I wanted to. I constantly feel alone. I'm pretty much a useless person. and I'm not really sure what there is left for me here.
